
(Nelson baby #5, photo on 10/5/09)
Apparently, it was around my Birthday in August, that I posted last. I've had much higher hopes of myself blogging more often than this! Lots lots going on - and keeping me busy - and keeping me from my blog. Part of it is my pregnancy! Yep, it's official. I'm pregnant.
My due date is April 10, 2010. I kind of hope, because it would be a cool birthdate, that this baby is born on it's due date. I'm usually about 10 days early, which would put it at April 1st. I guess we'll just have to wait & see! But the first couple of months of pregnancy, I usually check out of the world. So I haven't been on facebook as much either. Even been lousy with my email... Ready to be done with the nausea and the tiredness...

(Nelson baby #5, 10/5/09)
I just found out last week how far along I am. As of today, I am 14 weeks, 5 days. The reason it took me so long to find out was because there was a glitch with our insurance. (And apparently, I didn't keep track of things very well!) Seems like there's always a glitch somewhere. When I miscarried last spring, I notified my insurance. They didn't take me off of the maternity care. So when I told them I am pregnant, they said, well, of course you are! So I had to wait & get that straightened out before going to the doctor. I wasn't too worried about it - it's not like it's my first baby :D
I went in a week or so ago for my first appt. and they couldn't find a heartbeat. Here I am, thinking, that I am far enough along that there is supposed to be one. I tried not to be upset, maybe she just couldn't locate it. So they set me up for an ultrasound appt. They wanted me to take one of the appts where Rod couldn't be there - I was like - uh, no. My last was a miscarriage, and i'm not doing an ultrasound, where I could potentially get bad news, by myself. The midwife understood & we rescheduled.
What a blessing it was to see our little wee one moving and kicking and wiggling around! After a miscarriage, there are always those doubts you fight off - thinking that you have lost your vitality & that you couldn't get pregnant if you wanted to. It's been about 4 years since Julia - so there was lots of room for doubt. After the miscarriage, I knew that I wanted another baby. And we decided to give it to the Lord, that we would let it happen, if the Lord would have it!
I had determined though, that NO MORE November babies - well, getting pregnant in November. Julia & Josiah were both conceived in November - born in August. (My first miscarriage was also due in August!) We have 3 birthdays (Julia, Josiah & Mine) within the first 10 days of August! I was sincerely hoping to avoid another August Birthday!!! :D Funny, the things we decide!
Anyhooo - now that i'm out of my first trimester - you'll probably be seeing more of me ;).